Okay so considering Ailin is the only person who read this I shall speak directly to her.

Ailin this is now finally going up because you finally posted again.
I apologise for the major annoyance it will be when you realise that this song is totally boring and not worth your time.
ha!
here it is



so tell me,
when you hate me,
cause the hate is better i am sure
than not knowing,
and keep going
with everything you never wanted
i'm hoping,
that maybe
one day this thing can be forgotten
i want you
to be happy

i don't want
to live in
this lie but i don't wanna say goodbye



but are you too far away
are you too far away?
will you come another day?

shoudl i be wishing on a star
to be where you are
or should i hide it all away?




Bam and the dirt is gone
i came
i saw
im gone.

ciao

the little things can effect people in numerous ways. and for sure these little things are not always noticeable. you can never truly understand where feelings and emotions come from. i think that's my problem. i feel things, but i dont explore them enough to know the reasons behind them. which is bad because my emotions stay locked inside and the only output i can find is through rambled words, myspace status' and corny song lyrics. i never really tell people about what i feel, and i absolutely never tell anyoemn the reasons behind stuff. but today i realised that talking is good, and that some people you can tell and they can completely turn your mood around. i am so thankful for some people.

on a completely different note. year 10 is going good.

i am already planning on needing at least 600 dollars this year and another 600 next year, plus money for canada. money creates wayy too many boundaries. im really lookign forward to getting to know myself more through foundations, faith and the arts and the fusion festivals in canada.

rock n roll

God bless xoo

So my brother loves taking photos right? Of scenery mainly, and while we were in tassie, he got like a million and one beautiful shots so, I am going to display at least one in every post =].

Hope you like them, I sure do.

Jason Kal Photography 2009 XD

How amazing are these photos though? Seriously. I can never get tired of looking at them.

God Bless

xoo