the little things can effect people in numerous ways. and for sure these little things are not always noticeable. you can never truly understand where feelings and emotions come from. i think that's my problem. i feel things, but i dont explore them enough to know the reasons behind them. which is bad because my emotions stay locked inside and the only output i can find is through rambled words, myspace status' and corny song lyrics. i never really tell people about what i feel, and i absolutely never tell anyoemn the reasons behind stuff. but today i realised that talking is good, and that some people you can tell and they can completely turn your mood around. i am so thankful for some people.

on a completely different note. year 10 is going good.

i am already planning on needing at least 600 dollars this year and another 600 next year, plus money for canada. money creates wayy too many boundaries. im really lookign forward to getting to know myself more through foundations, faith and the arts and the fusion festivals in canada.

rock n roll

God bless xoo